Life in UK and thereafter

Hek eleh bekem

Haiyaa... what epen to bekem arrr.. hampes tul.. england kalah lagi.. i thought england have the firepower to go all the way to final.. tapi like cam biasa.. faltered laie.. adeh2

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Muahahahahaha... ntah haper... aku tak percaya....

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Haramkan pembonceng motosikal
Saudara Pengarang,
KES ragut telah menjadi isu nasional sehingga kerajaan tidak tahu apa lagi hendak dilakukan untuk membanteras masalah ini.

Pihak polis terpaksa menghantar polis wanita sebagai umpan untuk menangkap peragut. Kerajaan pula sedang memikirkan untuk memberi kuasa kepada orang ramai melakukan citizen arrest yang dengan sendirinya mempunyai beberapa implikasi undang-undang sekiranya peragut mati akibat tindakan orang ramai.

Memandangkan kes meragut melibatkan pembonceng motosikal, saya mencadangkan supaya kerajaan mengharamkan penunggang motosikal daripada membawa pembonceng lelaki dewasa termasuk pelajar sekolah menengah di kawasan tertentu seperti di bandar, pekan kecil dan kawasan perumahan.

Tanpa pembonceng, penunggang motosikal sukar melakukan jenayah ragut secara sendirian.

Sesiapa sahaja yang membawa pembonceng lelaki dewasa dan budak sekolah menengah hendaklah serta-merta disaman walaupun alasan diberi. Hanya polis yang dibolehkan membawa pembonceng semasa menjalankan tugas rondaan.

Saya amat yakin tindakan mengehadkan `satu motosikal satu penunggang' boleh mengurangkan, malah menghapuskan sama kali masalah jenayah ragut yang menghantui semua kaum wanita.

Apa yang diperlukan ialah komitmen kerajaan untuk menggubal undang-undang ke arah melaksanakan cadangan ini.

Tentu sekali cadangan ini dilihat tidak praktikal. Tapi apabila telah dibudayakan dan ternyata dapat mengatasi masalah kes ragut, saya yakin negara lain akan mengikut langkah Malaysia.


Erkkk.. my view... grow up laaa.... that is not the source of the problem.. tapi that will create more problems.. iyer laa... motosikal kan jadik main transport for most ppl yg takleh afford a car.. its a good opinion and i respected that... tapi macam ambil jalan mudah jer.. kes ragut pakai motor.. haramkan moto.. kalau kes ragut pakai kereta. nak haramkan kereta pulak?? so final solution sumer jalan kaki??? muahahahahahah... lagi la kes naya jadik camtuh..
Anyway.. kes ragut ni tak semestinyer ngan moto.. peragut yg walkers pun ader.. cuma tu la.. kalau dah jahat.. memang jahat arr... dia jalan kaki ker.. naik moto ker.. lori ker.. kapal terbang ker.. kalau niat dia jahat nak ragut org.. sure akan jadiknyer..
Janganlah hal2 macam nih.. org yang tak bersalah tanggung sekali.
Kes camnih kena selidik ke akar umbi, kena ask why jadik kes2 ragut nih.. why there are these people amongs our community.. deep thoughts ppls.... any comments??

YeYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!

Why i'm soooo happy?? well.. ader keje lagi.. yeyyyy.. sampai ujung thn nih... alhamdulillah, bley arr kumpul duit sket for the rainy days.. cukup la duit nak beli a new pc n letak in my room so that i can play GAMESSSSS!!!... how i miss playing rpg's let alone CM4 (fidddd... aku stop main menderalah tu sejak balik msia.. pc kat umah tak cukup power)..
Now dapat sambung.. workload still the same.. bln ni yg paling hectic coz nak compile document and stuff for end of project report, now prof nak macam2.. bagi complete all the document.. sampai mender2 kecik dia nak document jugak..
Arinih been bz with inventory.. punggah abes cabinet chemical.. check one by one manually (why takder inventory list dulu arrrrr....sampai ader chemical yg expired in 1987!!) adehhh... ni kira lepak japs ...baru je lepas makan.. jap lagi nak kluar cari the suprise gift for prof..

ok.. sambung jap lai.. byeee

Dammnnn it!!!

FUck.. i've been fooled.. shit.. i feel wanna kill and shred that bastard to bits (dont mind my language.. i'm just pissed)now i know how awa feel bila dia kena fooled. tapi my one is worst.. iyer la.. mengfitnah org plak tu mamat bastard tuh. So now i got the story straight.. so to those yg baca my blog... my fren yang aku kata terlanjur tu and buat abortion... well it didn't fucking happen.. she phone me yesterday to get the story straight... someone stole her msn account.. well that someone is close to her.. tapi becoz she rejected him.. dia cam nak balas dendam.. babi betul... siap jadik saiko and real stalker.. kawan aku tu takut giler nak keluar rumah.. takut jadik aper2.. tapi sebab keje .. dia kluar gaks..
tapi.. giler babi aku kena tipu... dah arr melibatkan org lain plak tuh.. kena plak time aku tgh pening with my work.. tiba2 drop that bombshell.. aku pun tak pikir sangat.. just accept jer aper yg tertulis.. arghhhhh.. tensen2

Dah tak lama dahhh... huhu

Hmm.. dah 15th dah arinih.. contract dah nak abis and i have not planned anything yet.. hmm.. maybe nak menganggur japs and usaha tanah kat kg tuh.. perhaps bley start planting pisang (paling senang arr.. main campak2 jer).. and perhaps ubi kayu ker.. keledek ker.. and in the mix some herbs. Since i'm involved with herbal product.. i sort of know the value of these traditional medicine. Its a new area that i thik have a bright future. Like herbs ie lidah buaya, bangun2, emas cotek, misai kucing etc.. not only have potential as herbal medicine.. tapi kalau pandai tanam.. bley jadik hiasan laman.. :)

Why I sometimes can't be bothered to watch footie.

DUhhh... i watch the italy-denmark match.. hoping for some brilliance from the like of totti, del piero, vieri etc.. etc.. but then nothing much happened... hmm.. sampai bley tertido tengok bola.. however the keepers are exceptionally brilliant.. the way they stop shots on target.. perhhh.. i wish i could be like that.. (dream on!!)

Anyway.. i got a shock of my life yesterday.. a fren of mine.. well i dont know where to start.. got involved in love.. and u knoe what la happen.. so she aborted. i was kinda WHATTTTT THE ..... !! hmm.. kinda shocking to me coz i know her for some times but this happened? I know la she's the social type, tapi she did mentioned to m she knows her limit and wouldnt dare to go into those dark forbidden zone until legal to her. But when i heard this news, hmm ntah la... she's frighten at the moment and in total loss, she also afraid of letting her family know about it coz it might freak them out.. so she sort of ask me to convey the message to them.. shitz happen.. hmmm

Things happened, but most of them can be avoided.. tapi tu laa... why some ppl become so naive about it. I dont know the whole story la, hoping she would explain to me so i can get over the shock. If it because of paksarela ie.. take advantage or worst rape.. then i would understand her.. tapi if rela.. Ohhh MY GODDD!!!..

I hope her family understand la...

Hoping... hmmmm

Takder aper2 pun..

Tgh busan kat opis nih.. dok compiling all the papers/documents etc. etc.. from 2002 sampai skarang.. abes punggah sumer nak carik sumer mender alah tuh.. nampak cam minggu depan kena stayback abeskan sumer tuh.. laie2 file takder lagi.. nak kena carik file2 baru nak isi info... banyak sehhh... tulun2!!!

Kalo la aku dapat sambung masters...

hmmm... if i get that chance... rasa2 i want to stay away from home.. sewa bilik near the place i want to study and come back home once every 3 months. Buat per balik selalu kalo sakit hati jer, rasa tak tenteram kalo dok rumah.. iye la kena jadik contoh kat adik2.. kena jadik budak baik bla bla bla bla.. dok kat rumah jadik pembantu rumah... japs... am i a guy or a gurl??? i dont want to spend most of my time at home, tapi weekdays slalu ader kat umah.. so why not giving me a chance to wonder around on weekend?? bukan buat aper2 pun.. ronda2.. makan2 .. tu je la.. bukan buat tak senonoh pun, like those ppl you know what laa..

kalo la dapat sambung.. at least i have the freedom to do what i want.. bukan nak buat jahat arr... tapi i get to choose la.. nie kat umah pun kedai depan rumah aku tak pernah lepak malam2... hmmmmmmmmmmmm.... (internal conflict)

Am I 23 or still 15???

Hmmm... been told of by my mum tonite coz balik lewat.. well takder ar lewat sampai 2-3 pagi.. anyway i was on the way home la. I really feel like i'm being treated like a kid, not like someone whose 23. Ntah la, iyer la.. i'm not like my big bro yang join tabligh tu.. or like my 2 lil bro.. yang join tabligh also.. but still i dont like being treated like that, i know la its not nice for someone kuar malam2 buta coz mungkin akan jadik hal2 yang tak elok, tapi I'm big enuf to know what is right and what is wrong, I need to stand on my own two feet to learn the hardway. Iye la, parents maner tak worried, tapi aku dah bagitau where i was at that time. Memang takder tempat lain aku nak pergi, ntah arr.. sometimes I dont really understand them.

I'm not manipulating the freedom they gave me, but hey.. lama mana lagi arr nak buat aku camnih. Worst thing I did is just coming home late, not like those kids who sneak out without their parents knowledge.. pastu balik awal pagi.. heyyy.. i'm not like these people laa... ni pun kira baik arr i'm not going out often. I dont drink.. i dont smoke... i dont do clubbing... i dont lepak .. i dont lumba haram.. i dont go out ngorat anak dara org.. Just because I live with my parents, I have to behave like a 15 year old git.. camner arr aku nak kenal kawan kalo tak kuar and meet them.

Kalo ikutkan hati masa balik tadik mau pergi direct ke aloq staq and stay ngan tokwan aku over the weekend.. tapi I'm not like that.. better go home and face the firing squad and get over it.

By the way.. kuar tadik pun ngan kak ani.. and from my previous blog.. i dont fancy her.. its just a friendship and i enjoy her company, we hang out together... especially shopping.. her mum is okay with me taking her out, and all we did is just walking around kat ekspo seberang jaya tuh and watching the concert kat ekspo tuh.

I know la my mum worried about me.. she have the right to be angry at me.. tapi why ???? I've already told them where i was, and i'm not flouting with the rules, and i didnt hide anything from my mum. Mannn... why sooo worried about me?? Just because i'm different when compared to my bros, i dont get any freedom. I wish i was working in kl like my bro, or still studying elsewhere far from home. its the only places i get my freedom compared to home. I wish my mum understand what i'm going tru.. with low grade degree, pastu little chance of continuing studies, work pun tak tentu arah laie, love live like shit or better still zilch, my only output is to talk and be with someone who are my age or understand me...

How i wish i was back in belfast, at least i get my freedom, i get to go out early in the morning just to get something to eat, or return late over the weekends, or hang out with my friends.

Balik msia nih, i dont really know who are my frens, nak kuar malam susahh, siang keje.. malam takder peluang langsung nak buat aper2, arituh berbual kat gerai kawan pun mak marah... i know la i have my own life.. tapi let me be independent to lead that life.. Yes i want to learn it the hard way, at least i get to appreciate life.
Nak jalan jauh pun kena pikir beribu2 kali.. like turun kl ker aper, i have to come up with a list of reasoning kalo nak do something..

Someone please help meee!!!

Hantaran kawin.

Hehehehe... ni aku berbual ngan kak Ani on this topic a few days ago, coz she gonna get married.. insyaAllah soon.. lagi cepat lagi baik hehehe... sure kena pelangkung ngan kak Ani kalo dier baca statement nih... ahaks..

Hantaran membebankan org utk kawin??? nope.. i dont think so laa.. org tak paham tujuan letak hantaran nih.. bukan dapat kat org lain dah.. dapat balik org yg kawin tuh laa.. haiyaa.. pandangan aku laa.. hantaran tuh lebey kurang cam starter, baru kawin sure nak pakai duit banyak kan?.. so kalo hantaran tinggi sure duit banyak.. heheh.. kalo rendah.. sket arr duit tuh.. tapi jangan melampau2 letak 2-3 ratus plak... hhhehehe tu kira hampagas arr.. takpun jenis yang tawar menawar.. mula2 setuju so n so.. pastu a few weeks later.. jadik rendah.. pastu rendah lagi... woiiiiiii hang ingat ppuan nih cam barang dagangan ker.. kalo tak cukup duit tuh.. bley runding what... i mean.. runding ngan bakal wife so n so laa .. bukannyer aper.. duit tu dapat balik kat hangpa gak kan? jangan kasi bakal mertua tau sudah arr... ok? Pastu satu laie.. hantaran yg tinggi tapi munasabah arr.. its ok what... bukannyer nak bela dari bayi lagi.. dah cukup umur n stuff.. bley tolong uruskan hidup harian... kalo dapat yg lawa n berbudi bahasa plak tuh... amannn hidup..
Biler arr aku nak kawin.. hahahah.. wallahualam...

Hmm.. aper dah jadik..

Memacam arr kuar paper skarang nih.. especially on those immoral issues like rape, incest, khalwat bla bla bla... getting sick n tired of reading this stuff.. especially those on norrita nyer kes.. i know la she done so n so.. tapi mengaibkan dia dan keluarga dia.. its kinda saddening la these things happen... tapi tu arr.. memang dah wujud dalam keadaan begini kat msia.. nak salahkan sesaper pun.. its not really fair
I think the paper sold in msia some arr sucks big time.. sometimes berat sebelah.. sometimes give out tooooooo much details sampai satu tahap small kiddies that read papers would ask their parents questions u know what laa.... fuckk.. ntah arr... kebebasan bersuara disalahgunakan.. sort of hmmmm.
Hmm.. sometimes bila baca paper.. kekadang terasa pelik gak arr, why some women put too much trust in men, especially those who have other intentions.
For example laa... not all falls into this category, like the news yg kuar kat metro "Mangsa 8 Mat Rempit" kuar memalam.. pastu baru jer kenal ngan mat mat rempit tuh.. pastu ikut derang plak... duhhhhhhhhhhh... kuar malam plak tuh.. come on laa... sure ader intention tu kalo kuar malam2.. sampai 2-3 pagi.. sure niat jahat punyerrrr, lagi2 kalo dalam berkumpulan.. pastu yg ppuan tu sorang2.. iskkk.. kekadang malu gaks jadik lelaki nih... sepatutnya protect those weak and innocent.. not ambil kesempatan atas org tuh. And by the way.. kenapa ekk budak ppuan 2 org tu ikut plak mat rempit kuar ronda2... come on laaa.. baru kena baper jam.. mat salleh kat uk pun manader kenal baper2 jam pastu kuar ronda2.. n get raped... onless both are pissed, mungkin kot.. hehe.. ntah.. tatau...
Same incident happen gak week ago... baru turun kl from jb.. kenal ngan mamat nih.. pastu kena rogol coz ikut mamat nih... haiyaaaa... so warning to gurls out there " BE VERY CAREFUL AROUND MEN!" especially me.. coz i bite... wakakakak..
kalo dah nafsu sangat.. kawin jer laa.. senang.. abes citer... nak buat projek pun dah kira halal.. dapat pahala plak tuh... nih dari dok buat zina tak tentu pasal.. pastu gugur anak/ buang anak ... dah tanggung dosa.. campo ngan dosa bunuh insan.

Perhaps its an issue la which needs to be really sort out..

YEayyy... at last

hehhe... why i'm soooo damn happy? hahah... not..
anyway... dapat jumpa cik tomei semalam kat sp.. hahah.. tak disangka bley jumpa dia coz time tuh tak plan langsung.. i mean.. perancangan awal jumpa kat seberang jaya jer... like meeting in megamall ker aper ker.. tapi sebab "hubby" dier bawak kete.. so takleh kuar ronda2 arr..
anyway.. back to citer asal.. memang tak rancang pun pegi awal.. tapi time tu my dad dier balik awal.. so tinggal aku sorang2.. aper lagi arr.. tepon tomei if she's free la... coz dont want to disturb her.. anyway.. plan2.. ajak kak ani skali.. so sampai SP kul 7 mlm.. tunggu dier depan swiss inn.
pastu kuar makan kat kfc.. ronda2 japs.. pastu kul 10 balik hotel dier..
kat sana lepak2 jap.. amik gambar (dot dot dot.. wakakak).. n then kul 11 balik umah.. tu jer ringkasan buat sementara waktu... gambo? tungguuuuuuu